Now, I guess, the spring is coming 'cause my inspiration seems to be finally back)

Also, Wes Borland have signed my passport, and I'm so happy about it, in spite of the fact my passport is now fucked up) but I don't care, hahaha

It looks like I'm way too far from the right place.
Lost everyone I've loved.
Who cares?
Where is my mind?

Now I don't care too.

Waiting for another exhibition. soon in November.

Today me and my friend went to take part in event called The Museum of Everything.
www.musevery.com/exhibition5.p…
And I couldn't believe, but my work "Sucubus"

Mature Content

will be there in the catalog and on the site.

Have no words, it's awesome!

Figure out that I need to be as strong as I can't be.
So I have a bunch of questions, but have no reasons to ask for answers.
It's always easy not to touch shit if you decided it should go away and finally stop to harm yourself.

But I can't do it.
I wanted to know.

I want some of my wishes to come true.

I gave up myself.
I need to recover.

I don't need anything anymore.
Because I do not want him to go.
I still don't believe. I still don't understand why. And I can't do anything.

Now what?